It's going to be harder than I first thought...

So the simplicity of my idea was more than I first anticipated. It turns out, I can't just snap my fingers and be all happy and bouncy again, it's something that I'm going to have to work on...a lot. Everything is different, my friends have noticed, and I can't risk everything come crashing down on me, I have to pick it all back up! I can't lose this. So maybe existing isn't my forte, but that doesn't mean I stop trying to enjoy it. No matter how hard it gets.