End of 2010

If I look back on it all, it seems fruitless, I've taken a step back in life this year. I've gone from taken to single, my mood has dropped exponentially and I've been overcome with work. I'm not looking for 2011 to be any easier, I'm not looking for 2011 to be fantastic, I just want it to be better, even if only a little, nothing major. I just want existing to become my forte.

And they all come tumbling down...

So, there are many lads around me, but all of their friendships have come tumbling down, excpet one, and I find myself wanting him, to be with him, but it's never gonna happen, although he seems to be into me too, he has a girlfriend, my mate fancies him, and he's too good a friend to risk loosing, plus, he's a bit of a player... things are always so complicated...